PINKACHOO

i just bought a cheap toy camera! just for fun, and hey it's pink, how could i not resist.

on a not so happier note, my skin is fucked. like it isn't fucked fucked, but still fucked. ugh, i hate bad skin. i swear it's due to all the stress from school. pfft. i have faith it'll be fine soon anyway, thinking of going for a chemical peel once everything's cleared up.

anyway, my bf's home! yay! :) he surprised me last night. turns out my friends knew about it. you see i'm pretty damn gullible, so it's easy to fool me. even my whole family knew!

don't know if he's up for benassi tonight, but i already promised the girls for a night of fun and decadence. plus i've never been a big fan of over dependency on bfs, so this time it's hello gfs. :)

SO AWESOMEEEEEE

taken from jak and jil.

simplicity, something we all lack sometimes.

then again, not everyone can look so good like her. i mean, you need the perfect jeans with the perfect cuffs, and those perfect shoes to rock this not so simple outfit. and the jacket! pfft, don't need to say anymore.

oh and the hair! that's the i-took-one-hour-to-get-ready, but-i-look-as-though-it-took-me-just-ten-minutes look

I WANT A BUSTIER MADE OUTTA BUTTONS!

BEING INGLORIOUS

im so fucking hungry now my stomach's growling non stop. ugh, not a pleasant feeling. i'd like to stuff some oily deep fried chicken in my mouth now, or any food at all, but im far too lazy to move my ass from my nice red smelly chair. so starve i shall! the rain today was terrible. im sure we all knew by now.

it was seriously insane. quite hilarious actually, you know sometimes it's raining on your right, and not at your left. so you're some what caught in the middle, ok fine, not middle but the other side? well that happened today. i thought to myself, oh teeheehee, it's raining there, but i'm not going to be wet. i had a brolly with me, my cute pink checkered one in fact, but it was slightly too small, and i was carrying a bag that was jutting outside the safe perimeters. then the rain grew stronger, and fiercer, and it edged closer to my safe zone. the winds blew harshly and voila, within seconds i swallowed by the rain! and i was wearing shorts, ugh. rainwater on my legs, pfft. so anyway, before i got off the cab, the taxi uncle was nice enough to ask me, "ready or not? i'll open the door for you." with that he meant, press the button so the door would automatically fling open. i thought it was really sweet of him and was dumbfounded for awhile, but said sure uncle, thanks (with utter joy)! you see normal human beings would get their brollies ready and open them the minute the door swung out. but SILLY ME, and quite dysfunctional as well, just smiled with glee over the fact that the uncle was being nice (pretty normal actually, now that i think of it), and as the door swung out, cold rain water splashed onto my face. ugh i was pretty drenched, and guess what, my group discussion was in the chilly seminar room. seriously gonna end up sick, again. its okay, i popped one vitamin c a few hours back.

oh bloody hell, i am seriously fucking hungry. but i think ill go shower and sleep in a minute, or so....... my contact lens just popped cuz i was rubbing my eyes. it's about what, two months old now, or more? i have a shitty, dirty and gross habit of wearing my lenses after their due date. but im sure most people do that as well. i know its unhealthy, yes yes.. but yeah sometimes i cant help it. its like, u dont wear your contacts everyday! so im sure you can stretch that short one month for just a teenie bit more? oh and i have to, or i'd be wearing these horrible blue as hell lenses (see below). i swea they're like the bluest contacts ive ever seen. wasn't the least bit pleased when i popped them into my eyeballs. i bought the wrong ones, gah. but what to do, i am ngiao and i don't want to waste perfectly normal blue contacts, so i wear them when i cant be fucked with how i look.

see, damn blue right? it's like in your face, fake as hell. please don't buy. but then again maybe you'd rock the blue.

WHEES AND PARTEES

i saw this sequined cardigan before quite awhile back, and thought to myself, mmm quite nice, but nahh wouldn't work well for me.

then i saw this

and went, wheeee!

DOOP DOOP

okay of late i've been feeling pretty uncreative, hence the weird titles like er doop doop and god knows what else ive typed over the past few days. kinda sick, but after all that shopping the fever's gone, or perhaps its the mighty panadol. the shoots are finally over. OVER. no more studios, no more hunting of models, loaning of clothes, drafting of countless emails, etc... i'd like to say a big thank you to those who have helped me though :) i approached some of my favourite blog shops like hervelvetvase, scarletroom and modparade. they were SUCH darlings, with awesome owners comes awesome clothes! you guys will definitely have me as your loyal customer. pinkie. will post pictures of whatever i've shot when they're ready. okay i didn't shoot them but the photographers did, so yeah. oh and thank you sophie as well for being my model for one of my articles, the pictures came out pretty damn fine! :) and nicole for being such a sweeeeeeeeetie pie, you're so cute! hahahaa.

so yeah thanks to this i've come to know quite a few online friends, and they're much more pleasant real life :)

today i went shopping. i was walking around stoned, but it was still good. min was a crazy shopper. in one day she became british, american, aussie, malay and singaporean. i suspect she was high on something. hahahahaha. oh and theres this place called the indulge at the cathay. geez, the indulge, the cathay, what's with the the's. okay moving on, that cafe's pretty old now but i'm a faithful customer. it's bloody cheap and the food's quite good. there are these 10.90 set lunches that come with soup, drink, mains with two sides, and ice cream. pretty awesome deal. we were suppose to go for brunch at one caramel but we met at like one ish. so er, we're leaving that for next week. goodness there's so much happening next week. i have to get all my layouts done, asap. grrrrrrrrrrr.

oh and let me show u some fucking awesome shots lydia my blue smurfie took for us.

this is gonna appear in our fashion spread, i don't have all yet.

i can't wait to finish the beauty issue this coming monday. and then the runway issue by the end of the coming week. fingers crossed. will show u guys more pictures then. the model's hot stuff i know, she suits the magazine completely. she's bloody 17. and tall as hell. i had to ask her to squat so that i could fix her hair. it was rather embarrassing. boo.

sophie, who was a darling as well. :)

our shoe shoot, shoe shoot shoe shoot, say that fast ten times and you'll sound like a retard.

yeah la, the whole world's wearing them but they're chio!

fucking heartache. for the macaroons not the shoes.

thanks lyds :)

anyone who wants to hire her as a photographer, dont bother hesitating.

she's amazing <3

it was raining, so i decided to put on a top with brollies all over.

this is me attempting to open my slit eyes. i think i look startled, in a bad way.

:)

it sucks to be the one holding the camera. it's like, where the hell do u look?

do u try to position your head above or below the camera, sneak a little smile during that process?

shaz: you're not suppose to look in the camera!

two years ago.

too tanned.

hmm should i pimp my bb. no i'm not thinking of adding the crystals and whatever.

but changing the case to pink or something.

i don't know. oh well, see how.

its nearly 2 and i haven't showered.

then again, i'm not as dirty as some friends, hehehehehhehehehe.

OH MY GRANNY PANTS

today i washed my face twice, and gave my pearly whites a fluoride bath, twice as well.

i would like to stress that, no, i did not perform any feisty sexual acts.

but the repetition was due to my failing memory.

now, i am honestly, pretty worried.

seriously?!

i need my brain pills, or whatever cod oil pills as well.

perhaps eating monkey brains would do me good? i kid, i am dead against any form of animal cruelty. i can never understand how normal human beings can stand the thought of hurting our furry friends. die! you heartless bastards!

edit//

i realised i spelt granny as grannie. i must be turning insane!

HOLD MY STUDDED HANDS

im gonna start ranting about the latest episode of gg, so for those who havent watched it i suggest you not read further.

so anyway, i am proud to say i am once again a fan of gossip girl. the previous episodes were all blehhhhh but this one was pretty damn interesting.

jenny's fucking annoying, i hope gets thrown down her throne, gee what a mouthful. her dress was gorgeous though. and er, the threesome was just.. wrong. seriously, put those three together in a threesome, quite sick. dan's been rather crazy this season, it's like he's sleeping with the entire cast. and i still have no idea why hillary duff is in gossip girl.

gonna watch one tree hill to rid the threesome scene off my head. i seriously cannot stand dan, olivia and what's her name. it'd be better if it were chuck, blair and some other hot girl.

the plastiscines were awesome.

something to wear during winter.

something to wear all year round.

OH JEEZ WTF

you know when you see a picture of some dude you found hot and realised he became bloody ugly and some what resembled this other dude you intensely hate?

er, that just happened.

SUGARFLUSHED

so gay i just can't stand it! but it's so cuteeeeeeee :)

TWEET??? SWEEEEEEEEEET!

my twitter's fucking boring anyway, so don't bother haha.

anyhoo, bailey's been slightly insane. he hasn't eaten for like four days until we had to force feed him. no idea what happened, but he refuses to eat the new hypoallergenic food we bought him a month back. so we had been slowly introducing it with his old food, and everything was fine.. and suddenly, he just became this stubborn dog who refused to eat anything. in short, he's a stubborn thin dog now and it's just sad! imagine eating glorious food for 7 years and suddenly it's being taken away from you, all of it. well bailey, it's just too bad you have these weird allergies and we don't know the cause of it.

my head's throbbing a little due to unknown reasons. i have articles due tomorrow but i think i'll continue watching oth for a bit.

finally met up with the girls for dinner and drinks. had pretty hilarious conversations that made us go into a slight frenzy. mel you never cease to amuse me. :P

lol penis on a ring!

you know one thing i hate? oily fringe, really unglamorous, ugh.

the result of most gorgeous heels, pumps and what not - icky blisters and scars.

the solution to blisters? cute ass wedges! :)

headed off to zouk after that for more drinks and catching up.

and at the end of the night i witnessed a couple of young girls attempting to shuffle but they ended up looking like they were on fits. oh, sad...

You could be my white knight

And I could be your fairy tale

And you could come and save me

But that is not the end

I will wear will wear a white dress

You will paint a sunset

Life will be a love fest

Thats how it all begins

oh YEAH, daddy's bringing out the christmas treee now!!!!

edit, 2 hours later.......

LAME

try that with the mole rat, yarns!

HALF WAY, HALF DONE

looney, looney, looney me.

oh, i went away last weekend to a little village, to attend a little wedding.

it was amusing. what's important there, may not be important here, and vice versa. the tiny things that thrill the simple minds amuse the complicated ones. i must have cursed a thousand times, and i was the biggest grump ever, but at the end of it all, a small part of me yearned to head back to see grandpa and grandma, again.

pretty sister :)

FRESH FEELING

so i got home around ten on sunday, slept till nine the next morning, scooted off to school, walked in the blistering sun, carried bags and bags of clothes, braved the temperamental weather, came up with sixteen looks in a short time span, went home to tend my cafe, and i'm going for my shoot (yet, again) at nine am tomorrow. HOLY CRAPPPPPP!!!!?!!! sch has never been this crazy.

three new pimples surfaced today as well.

beebee uploads

sylvia cleaning bird poop off the floor, haha

i shall declare a me day on thursday. i'll slack, watch my shows, update fayfey abit, sleep, roll around, watch travel and living. tend my cafe, what else... read my stack of magazines.. yeah and find that huge ass book i bought a few months back.

twisted and insane, we're holding onto nothing.

HELLO WORLD

it feels good to be back in civilisation.

oh yes it does.

STICKY DATE PUDDING

the day we start talking bout the weather's the day it's too fucking hot to be ignored.

humidity. the rain, the sunshine, the bloody humidity. ugh!

another random day...

us and our favourite drinks :)

shoots and lotsa them

these arent actual dresses, they're just cloth i pinned and tore. hoho

been heading down to school every single day and i think it's time my parents increased my allowance, teeheehee. photoshoots every week... been pretty impressed with the outcome. so yay? our beauty issue is some what done.. pretty messy now. gonna start on the next one soon, oh goddddddddd. so ill be out of town this weekend so that means no halloween, to those dressing up, have fun! :)